As Soon As

As soon as you’ve authentically commenced to realize

you’re indistinguishable from the weirdest object –

most unspeakable event – most alien egregious

circumstance your eyes have seen, can see, will see –

as soon as you accept, like your inevitable death,

that you are irremediably cursed – and irredeemably

immersed in every doomed outcome of every awful thing

you’ve done, were in, are in, or ever will be in –

it’s time to let the fun begin.

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