He
liked her awkwardness,
the
smudgy yellow light she’d throw.
Why
she’d come he didn’t know;
she
gave him reason, though,
to
think it wasn’t likely she would go.
This
didn’t worry him, he liked
that
she was there. Something
in
her seemed to alter his relationship
with
light and temperature and air:
he
wouldn’t have been able quite
to
say it but with her mute
reassurances
he knew that he was
not
so much the child of atmosphere
as
sibling to it. But what was he
to
her, or she to him? He asked
her
in the way they had devised
to
speak so they could understand
each
other – had to do with
cultivating
delicate degrees
of
rising, falling breaths – he asked
her
what she was and what he was.
She
asked him what he thought.
Are
you my mother, soulmate,
supernatural
protector? She said
she
didn’t know what supernatural
could
mean. And only volunteered
that
she was something different
from
what he had said. Will you be
with
me when I’m dead? Am
I dead?
She said she didn’t know
what
dead meant. He found
this
funny so he laughed. There
we go,
she happily replied.
You’ve
pushed us off the shore:
we’re
on the raft. We’ve
caught
the tide.
.
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