That
savagely indifferent nap – as void of caring what was going on
beyond
you as a Jersey dairy cow would be to earthquakes in Nepal;
the
sexual shenanigans you planned
and
only partly carried out;
the
range of soft involuntary sound you found
while
talking to a friend in pain;
the
gain of drawing, framing, labeling, enabling your “art”
you
barely managed to sustain – snarling at it like a rabid dog;
that
yet-another-piece-of-pepperoni-sausage-pizza
you
just slaughtered like a hog;
how
you watered thought with terror and hilarity all day – killing,
marrying,
ignoring and imploring all the lovely awful static in the way;
the
semi-colons linking almost everything.
You’re damned if you won’t sing..