Wednesday, September 28, 2011
You fiddle, croon
the tune away –
imagining it’s up
to you to do.
a thing you
think you play,
but actually it’s
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Tuesday, September 27, 2011
fat man swinging
naked in the park
while a gray cat thinks
whatever gray cats
think at the onset
of the dark.
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Monday, September 26, 2011
Influence’s nature is to influence. Its confluence
of inferences courses in exactly like a tidewhich sits astride you like a savior: Neptune
on a wave, encompassing the slew of you,
disseminating through – inseminating porous
surfaces to breed new inward constellations
of itself. It knows just how to manage
who you think you are so that you feel you’re
spinning round a star whose organizing gravity
has finally begun to make Existence tractable.
Then, having spun, you wane with it like mist –
its stains refrain, retract. This is its remaining fact.
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
Crossing Her Legs
To drape one
off the other’s knee
so it drops –
lazy – vertically –
two expectant thighs
tight surprise –
sitting is by far
all other arts
the lower parts.
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Saturday, September 24, 2011
Un Peu de Folie
Comme c'est intéressant!Nous sommes toujours
après ou avant.
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Friday, September 23, 2011
To Pet It
Sometimes you see
a thing and want
to pet it.
It seems to have
to happen so
you let it.
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Thursday, September 22, 2011
The Art of Exhaustion
To sink adroitly into it –
to part with conscious sentience
as completely as you can –
must surely offer
some illuminating chance
to gain at least
a glance –
a glimpse –
a tiny understanding –
of the lure
of what you’ll
in the darkness
of the final dive.
To think in that abyss –
be that exhausted and alive!
What might you
and bring back –
if you revive?
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Wednesday, September 21, 2011
He and He and He
Wherever he goes
go his alter-egos –
faltering and halting –
for almost everywhere –
despite the care
they take to cover all
his bases. Too many
faces in the race
pretending to be one.
It isn’t any fun. He’s
singularly plural, caught
in intramural intrigue
with himself: out and in
and out of any league.
Mightily fatigued –
he and he and he
go on and on and on.
They sway a lot.
They weigh a lot.
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Tuesday, September 20, 2011
The climate’s never good.
Little can survive.
Mating season lasts a blink.
Flicks of it contrive
to send a blip of spirit
through unavailing waves.
to be amphibious.
But just today two bits of it
began to breathe! And breed.
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Monday, September 19, 2011
One daily task,
which he meets admirably,
is to populate the world.
He puffs his pipe
to summon up and breed
into and through its swirled
another bloom of progeny –
another panoply unfurled
into the void –
which doesn’t last. But part
of it will soon have squirreled
back to the heart
of things and feed the blast
inside his pipe bowl: cloak
blank space again
to stoke, evoke in floating ash
another Word Made Smoke.
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Sunday, September 18, 2011
A face conveys
than can be borne:
hovers – sways –
takes flight –
by what is luring it
to care much
where it’s been –
to dare the soul
to sin –
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Saturday, September 17, 2011
Pink and Blue
sensually snuggle up
against each other
while long bands
of gluey blue anxieties
traverse their surface –
of joined purpose:
to allow the former
to align eternally;
permit the latter
to adhere infernally.
a linked endeavor.
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Friday, September 16, 2011
Can’t get off so easy.
Behavior’s made you queasy.
Went the whole nine yards:
what you’ve become regards
itself as a mistake.
What’s done, you’ve done.
beyond the obvious, investigate
the interest in your own excess –
find in it the strange success
of having been somewhere.
the thing you followed.
God knows what you swallowed.
Gone unconscionably far.
But here you are.
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Thursday, September 15, 2011
Or, Perhaps, Prepare Yourself
Observed by anyone
who doesn’t share it,
nostalgia’s like an aging
lifeguard on the beach,
spray-can-tan, past his
prime, past the season,
past all reason bent on
bending time back to when
he was that grand youthful
man who ran things.
Easy to dismiss when
you don’t care; harder
when you catch yourself
bits of your own past.
Beware what lasts, what
won’t stop lasting – or,
perhaps, prepare yourself
to be in love with it
until you die. Any moral
here would be a lie.
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Wednesday, September 14, 2011
The Dendrite and the White Blood Cell
a darting grace –
amenity – intensity;
a globular immensity –
serenity: these fat
and slender shapes
that take a bit
of human face
and float and dive
and sin and swim
and reconnoiter in
this New York City
quiet sweet September
spin of gentle
when the dendrite meets
the white blood cell?
Today they get
along quite well.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Now That I’ve Got Your Attention!
what you’re thinking.
I have got
was the biggest
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Monday, September 12, 2011
Senseless and Defenseless
will ring some chimes –
un-decoded paradigms –
and tell you
what on earth to say
about exactly what
you did today.
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Sunday, September 11, 2011
My Amalgam Love of Loves
So when amalgamated Mickey Rooney/Andy Hardy tries
to start a life he goes where anybody would – Manhattan –
to which amalgamated Judy Garland/Betsy Booth (who boldly
and alarmingly insists in 1941 on getting older) also goes,
as usual, as his gold-plated Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer conscience,
even though the girl was popping uppers to get through the ballyhoo
of switching yet again into another humble siren of a moralistic
fable. Rooney was no Gable, but as Andy Hardy he could fake
a nascent little man – and Judy Garland, well, was Judy Garland
aching for a musical: the grandest art exonerating her young
country’s early 1940s heart was hers – but everybody, Mickey
Rooney, Judy Garland, Andy Hardy, Betsy Booth were cutting theirand our collective tooth on the amalgam loves of youth, writ large
on silver screens – purported pork-and-beans of mental health:
the wealth I took to New York City when I came to start a life myself:
handsomer than I could dare to understand – simply due
to being just another average twenty-four year-old gay man –
I drew to my intrepid chest the first of many self-defining tests –
the best for last, which is the vast enchantment and investment
of my full if dimly recollected past, which waltzes with me like
the meteorologically misty cast of every Judy-Mickey movie:
proving, it would seem, that what it takes to love a human being
can’t be learned from anyone at all. But I’m in love with my
amalgam love of loves, and I will love them till we fall.
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Saturday, September 10, 2011
The Relation You Create to Dream the World
Arising from the depths –
ascending in the rhythms
of their own repeating breaths –
of another needy thirst
in your enrapt imagination –
yearning to be first
again in the relation
you create to dream the world.
Something to distract –
keep the mind unfurled –
until another mirror’s cracked
to let in rude varieties of light –
whose bright collective mission renders
color into bits, with its audacious bite
of mixed perturbing genders
bending to attain a unity
outrageously embracing its division:
joining with impunity
to make its blunt revision.
Dreams, however non grata,
must pull another plum – zing
another zing: they gotta,
after all, do something.
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Friday, September 9, 2011
Je regrette tout.
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Thursday, September 8, 2011
Sometimes It Seems
Sometimes it seems you can’t depend on friends.
Sometimes the way they sit there in the lap of your
imagination looking at you in bewilderment collectively
upends, forever after, any guarantees of reassurance
from them you may once have thought you could expect.
Sometimes the only speck of thing you seem to seem
to them is alien, and all they seem is very strange to you.
Sometimes the only certainty appears to be your
isolated point of view. Sometimes it seems that everything
ends in betrayal – that innocence inevitably will be
crushed; that no portrayal of companionship seems more
than sentimentally corrupt. Sometimes it seems the darkness
must erupt. Sometimes it seems there is no willing woman,
willing man. Sometimes it seems you can’t depend
on friends. Sometimes, of course, it seems you can.
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Wednesday, September 7, 2011
The one who yells at God prefers his chili with chorizo
and a double blast of jalapeno – yet enjoys post-prandially
mild conversation with the blandest bit of something afterwards:
perhaps a small vanilla custard with a slice or two of peach.
He used to play harmonica professionally; now he likes to teach.
The one who doesn’t yell at God consorts in secret, sneaking,
late at night, into the dunes of an unnamed Long Island beach
with a vain and lovely Guatemalan hottie who, although he’s fat,
inspires him to sexually acrobatic excess – quite beyond belief.
When done, she smokes a cigarette, he eats corned beef.
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Tuesday, September 6, 2011
A Bit Against the Grain
to have a friend
to sit with in the rain –
who likes it
just as gray and wet
as you do.
A friend a bit
against the grain
perhaps – oh, not
to bump into,
but someone who
regards the spectacle
of you as something
of a big to-do,
what you think too.
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Monday, September 5, 2011
What Mother Nature’s Daughter Muttered
Mother Nature knew as soon as she had sprung
the thing from its cocoon that she had conjured something
special: the sensitively prescient essence of a better sort
of a female homo sapiens caught in the body of a jellyfish,
whose bluish soft translucence took the languid shape
of baby shark: whose skin was porously amphibian –
breathed air as readily as water: as light as any lark must be
to take to flight: quite as strong and fluid and intelligent
as any daughter ought to be, if it should come to that,
and one day, Mother Nature knew, it would precisely come
to that, when it was time to loose her daughter’s graceful
species on the world to rule. But she would have to wait until
the place had lost its last ignoble bungling human fool –
for when that primate race had sped to what inevitably
seemed a mad careening towards its death. Mother Nature’s
daughter muttered: “Mom – don’t hold your breath.”
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Sunday, September 4, 2011
Physical Bodies are Strange
Physical bodies are strange –
with their compulsive narrow range
of interests: as if the greatest good
were to be strong as wood: whose
systems of connected pivots,
funnels, dowels, poles, windows,
doors are engineered to coalesce
and commandeer us into eating,
fucking, sleeping, pissing, jumping,
hiding, fighting wars – and other
willed departures and arrivals –
collaterally beneficial to the ardently
adhered-to chores of flesh insisting
on its own survival – which we take
on faith is “ours” – if by identity
we mean somatic autonomic blunt
persistence: the cleaving to another
living moment bodies seek
to foment beyond all. Though
language, love and soul may go,
bodies will stay to run the show.
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Saturday, September 3, 2011
Beware the Thought that Wears a Crown
that wears a crown –
with its regalia
to accrue to jeweled
of the mind
wont to find
the scattered glimmers
of great celebrations
of itself –
full of oily guidance –
sliding into trance –
the roiling obfuscating
dance of ersatz
Don't think thoughts.
Or if you do,
until they skew
so wildly ridiculously
they’ve a chance
of being true.
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Friday, September 2, 2011
Thoughtful eyes at rest arrest –
persuasively to testify to that
old saw that eyes comprise
the Universe examining itself.
When they are calm, a balm in us
seems possible and palpable:
smoothing, soothing: reassurance
easily bestowed, accepted as
the glow expected from so infinite
a unity. They never bore –
no tedium, unfeeling intervention:
such sight invites ascension:
interest thrives in a peculiar soft
intensity that won’t let up –
as if we might remain alive
forever and enjoy it. Subversive
sweetness toys with every blink:
the old view sinks, another rises –
and surprises: rearranges
and creates and woos: makes
a new you out of me,
a new me out of you.
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Thursday, September 1, 2011
The Large Magnificence Who Answers Questions
The latest mewling insignificance who’s come to ask
The Large Magnificence Who Answers Questions
for some guidance isn’t getting through to any view –
therefrom, therein, thereto – he’s traveled so far to pursue.
He’s long been sitting in the grand man’s lap while
the grand man takes what would appear to be an endlessly
concatenated nap. Sometimes, between the links of inhaled,
exhaled breath, he seems as if he might be on the brink,
at last, of exposition – of a vast premonitory tale
which would anticipate whatever worrying conundrum
the interrogator’s brought. Such promise of commencement
soon, alas, is caught in the reprisal of the next wave
of his sleep. The latest mewling insignificance despairs
of ever hearing more of anything besides a snore.
He’d hoped he could go deep. But soon he’d have to creep
away and put his queries wearily back on the shelf.
He’d have to work them out himself. And so he did, and as
he did, or rather just a moment afterwards, the Large
Magnificence began to wake, and whisper: “Good!
Another question’s gone away. Another break.”
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