To depict
what flowers in the cavern of a dream
requires
powers you profoundly lack. Yours turn to steam
when
they attempt the least verisimilitude – the barest stab
at calling
up what really ‘was’. Faintly recollecting
ferris
wheels and women’s faces and a little child’s open mouth
exhorts
you to dig clumsily to search not for the dream itself
but
for whatever cheap availing tricks might crowd
that
dusty shelf marked “Inspirational Rhetorical Extremities.”
To riffle
through this piffle means to weigh the merits
of a
spooky movie’s tactics and the colors of the day-glo
bubblegum
conundrum that comprise the cliché pellets of what
few
details you constipatedly can call up from your childhood.
Rhetorical
Extremities, these be indeed.
But
nothing with a feeling that remotely moves you.
And
yet (you block the facile rhyme that it behooves you):
you
tell yourself to do it anyway: write and draw these
cumbersome
contraptions with the only theory you think enjoys
the
prospect of a certainty. Which is: you’re dreaming now,
and
what you’re trying to describe in what you call your
waking
hours, you have powers to depict.
(Even
to depict the fact you can’t depict.)
How?
Decant
Miss Dickinson: “Tell all the truth
but
tell it slant.” This sneaky law that governs
poetry and dreams and life is very strict.
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