Thanks
- yes,
I
guess
this
is a species of what I’ve done here,
although
to see it parsed out in the New York Times is queer:
learning
there are rulebooks for interior décor
about
affixing tricks to flick one’s sight from ceiling to the floor.
It
all was so organic when I took
my
first electric look
at
where I would be living –
irrepressible
immediacy! – visions giving
me their
sure decisions about where
to
put the art upon the walls – yes, there –
and
there above it and below:
making
up an intimate tableau
as personal
and quiet as my mother
was
in conjuring that watercolor, and the other
watercolor
hoping to abut the loopy disposition
next
to it exalting the addition
of
two yellow purple crimson creatures
underneath,
both screwing up their features
at
my mother’s careful bays above.
We all
have our ways, my love,
that
must attend and be attended to
begetting
the excruciating crucially askew
so that
my boop-a-doo productions
can
harrumph at the serene seductions
of my
mother’s seas and skies
as wide
as all the eyes
of my
menagerie, befuddled
in their
frames, puddled
in their
reservoirs of hues.
So goes
the news
of how
my mother’s pictures
blithely
overcame their strictures
in the
way of ushering the best of her and me
and
my menagerie into our likely final destiny.
When I die, she will too, again.
Our pictures probably will tell us when.
.
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